Experiencing God
Our confession of faith stems from the basic affirmation that GOD IS. In fact, the very name of God that we have become familiar with through the story of Moses is consistent with this affirmation: Our God is the great I AM (Yahweh). This means that Christian faith is not simply a system of knowledge or a set of ethical norm. Rather, our faith is a Christian-theism, a faith in God who is the Creator and Redeemer. So, Francis Schaeffer titled one of his books, “He is there, and He is not silent.” God is a reality beyond one’s mere religious imagination, and he is the one who speaks intelligibly and, in fact, the one who commands as the covenant Lord.
This affirmation must not remain as an intellectual assent, but it must affect our hearts and minds to a greater desire for experiencing him as our Father and King in our daily living. The Scripture is full of descriptions of the people who lived and breathed with God and were thus given the title, the men and women of faith. Think about Abraham, Moses, David, Ruth, Esther, and Mary. How they walked in faith with a remarkable proximity to the reality of God!
Moses taught us in Deuteronomy that certain conditions tend to heighten our awareness of and dependence on God. He speaks of the experience of the Israelites’ wilderness wondering: “And you shall remember the whole way that the LORD your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, that he might humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep his commandments or not. And he humbled you and let you hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know, nor did your fathers know, that he might make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. . . . Know then in your heart that, as a man disciplines his son, the LORD your God disciplines you.” (Deuteronomy 8:2, 3, 5). The people were put into the wilderness for forty years during which they had to rely absolutely on God’s daily provisions. As they were about to end this period of absolute reliance and enter into the promised land, Moses was concerned that they would bounce back to the way they used to live, being forgetful of God’s daily provisions and relying on their own ability to produce resources. That ability, of course, was also a gift from God, yet people were so quick to make gods of themselves. Wanting to be in his own driver’s seat is a common symptom of a fallen man. He finds it extremely uncomfortable to yield the control to God and let Him lead the way. However, in the wilderness – that was God’s training ground for His children – He fed them with daily manna and led them with the very visible presence of the pillar of cloud and fire. There was no denying that they moved, lived and had their being IN and BY God.
The “Great Recession” since 2008 has placed many of us in that mode. People have been experiencing a wilderness journey. The financial future doesn’t seem very much under control. Everyone seems to be finding a small comfort in a wishful thinking that the future will just be better than what it is now, thinking that the best response for now is just to keep low and let the storm pass by. However, in this kind of survival mindset, we may be missing a huge lesson. This is the moment when we can really be growing as God’s children. As a father disciplines his son, the Lord is disciplining us through an uncertain time. This uncertainly may be in the forms of relationship, health, education, career, and finance. Probably, you are facing one of those uncertainties right now. Jubilee as a church is meeting a challenging time as well. There is a constant challenge of building the body of Christ as a spiritually healthy community. There is a challenge of raising a strong leadership all around. There is the challenge of completing what has now begun as Jeffersonville campus building project. I’ve declared through a message a few weeks ago that now we are in a time of trusting God’s daily provision of manna as we seek to complete the construction in the next 6 months.
I believe we are in God’s good hands. He is our Father and He will provide all through the way. The most important thing for us to do is to learn to trust him completely and obey one step at a time. Waking up every morning and beholding the manna flakes hanging on the blades of the grass and saying “Thank you for giving us our daily bread”. . . this is what we have to learn to do. Instead of retreating in fear, wallowing in a feeling of defeat or becoming hostile and bitter towards others, we must look to God and trust his loving hands that provide all our needs. Jesus himself taught us to trust God each day, and “do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself” (Matthew 6:34). Let us acknowledge together, “He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32).
I exhort all of you, brothers and sisters, to continue to walk in faithfulness in the new fiscal year of 2009-2010. At the end, we will have arrived at a place we’ve dreamed of or perhaps at a wonderful place that we dare not expect because our faith was too small. He is good and his love endures forever!!!
Grace and peace,
S. Steve Park,
October 23, 2009